Monday, 23 November 2009
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
New stuff
My dog's a baldieeeeeeeeeee!! My mum took him to the pet shop to groom him and he looks so fat without his hair now. He was shivering when I saw him last night in my brother's room! AHAHA! No more fur to keep him warm! Aww.
Red camp yst! HAHA! Pictures soon! Took many many many pictures! Peeps were awesomeeeeee! Except for Puvin who was being such an asssssssssssss and Wolfgang who was being such a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhh:D HAHAHA!
Training was canceled yst D: Hur. Next week thennnn): BTW, I injured my little toe during FF last week! I stupidly refused to wear my shoes for futsal and got stepped on by a GUY WITH SHOES. Gosh. It still hurts a little now.
Peeps!
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My dog has a new toy to bite and he's starting to forget about his old toy. Guess that's what happens to most of us huh? When we get something new, we tend to neglect the old, only to realise that the old has been there all along.
Red camp yst! HAHA! Pictures soon! Took many many many pictures! Peeps were awesomeeeeee! Except for Puvin who was being such an asssssssssssss and Wolfgang who was being such a bitchhhhhhhhhhhhh:D HAHAHA!
Training was canceled yst D: Hur. Next week thennnn): BTW, I injured my little toe during FF last week! I stupidly refused to wear my shoes for futsal and got stepped on by a GUY WITH SHOES. Gosh. It still hurts a little now.
Peeps!
FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER @ TAMEYOURTONGUE
My dog has a new toy to bite and he's starting to forget about his old toy. Guess that's what happens to most of us huh? When we get something new, we tend to neglect the old, only to realise that the old has been there all along.
Sunday, 15 November 2009
Pain
Literally.
Either the tree is lacked of nutrients to grow to its supposed height or I'm simply too tall. Okay, guess the latter doesn't work. YOU STUPID TREEEEEEEEEEE! I was busy scrolling down my phonebook for terence's name and BANG!! There goes my face with a bruise on my forehead-.- Well, on a brighter note, I've got my bangs. Okay, so much for Bangs.
Jiaxin invited a few of us to her place for some gathering:D Had a really good talk with Szeli and Marcus and I'm really glad that they were there.
Time heals it all, Not.
Rather, I think it changes everything.
Over time, you'll start to see through people as you slowly start to understand them. You'll realise that the reason why you used to admire them becomes the reason why you detest them. Just when you think time can make things better, time actually builds up the intensity of the situation.
So tell me what is this here for?
Excuse me, but I'm not here for your entertainment.
Thanks Belly, for that text:D
When something goes wrong spiritually,
only christian friends like you can bring me back.
Either the tree is lacked of nutrients to grow to its supposed height or I'm simply too tall. Okay, guess the latter doesn't work. YOU STUPID TREEEEEEEEEEE! I was busy scrolling down my phonebook for terence's name and BANG!! There goes my face with a bruise on my forehead-.- Well, on a brighter note, I've got my bangs. Okay, so much for Bangs.
Jiaxin invited a few of us to her place for some gathering:D Had a really good talk with Szeli and Marcus and I'm really glad that they were there.
Time heals it all, Not.
Rather, I think it changes everything.
Over time, you'll start to see through people as you slowly start to understand them. You'll realise that the reason why you used to admire them becomes the reason why you detest them. Just when you think time can make things better, time actually builds up the intensity of the situation.
So tell me what is this here for?
Excuse me, but I'm not here for your entertainment.
Thanks Belly, for that text:D
When something goes wrong spiritually,
only christian friends like you can bring me back.
Saturday, 14 November 2009
Friday, 13 November 2009
Mess
There must be a purpose for everything that happens- a purpose for the hot barley to be cold, a purpose for me to have the last cup of papaya milk, a purpose for the Lemon 1000 to be chilled. There must be a purpose for a child to come my way, a purpose for me to lose my way, a purpose for the woman whom I asked for directions for has a teardrop rolling down her left cheek. A purpose for me to see people I wish and do not wish to see, a purpose for me to encounter certain situations, a purpose for endless bad things to come my way. I know that there's a purpose for me to be born in this family, a purpose for me to experience pain and a purpose for me to be strong.
If I just slow down and bring my mind back into reality, I'll realise that I've wasted so much time on unnecessary things, on holding onto things that are not mine and will never be. I'll also realise that I've missed out so much and have unknowingly taken certain things for granted.
Things have been pretty messy lately, just too much to handle. Maybe it's really like my answer of the Big Storm back then at KAP. Yet, I feel too guilty to do that thing that I 'm supposed to do the most.
O Lord, Please light a fire
That once burn bright and clear
Renew the lamp of my first love
That burned with holy fear
I want to take your word and shine it all around
First help me just to live it Lord
And when I doing well
Help me to never seek a crown
For my reward is giving Glory to you.
If I just slow down and bring my mind back into reality, I'll realise that I've wasted so much time on unnecessary things, on holding onto things that are not mine and will never be. I'll also realise that I've missed out so much and have unknowingly taken certain things for granted.
Things have been pretty messy lately, just too much to handle. Maybe it's really like my answer of the Big Storm back then at KAP. Yet, I feel too guilty to do that thing that I 'm supposed to do the most.
O Lord, Please light a fire
That once burn bright and clear
Renew the lamp of my first love
That burned with holy fear
I want to take your word and shine it all around
First help me just to live it Lord
And when I doing well
Help me to never seek a crown
For my reward is giving Glory to you.
Monday, 9 November 2009
Saturday, 7 November 2009
It's okay, It's alright

As I grow older, serving becomes tiring. No, not because it takes up time or it requires effort but because you start to see the reality of life and know that nothing is oh-so-perfect. I thought that it was supposed to be, in such a setting. But yeah, I was dumb. You see the ugliness of the one whom you’ve respected, you see how hypocritical one can become, you see how one can go through the most extreme means to get what he or she wants and worst of all, you see how he or she schemes against your loved ones. And yet, there’s nothing you can do because you’ve been taught how to love. I always question why. It’s like writing this word in the centre of a big white sheet and branching out to form many questions and possible answers. I wish I could say that I’ve been stumbled but I still can’t find a way to do it in love cause I’d probably do it in spite of anger. I’m not game for political affairs and reality stings. Just in case you think that adults should know better, they really don’t. It used to feel so wonderful serving Him when I just started out. I aspired so much but I gave it all up. It was a lesson well learnt and I’m sure that God will still provide me with another place.
My best friend told that she was gonna leave for Aussie in a year’s time. It’ll be tough but I guess it’s time I learn to be independent. But heyyy, at least I still have one more year:DDD
What takes for a relationship to work out?
Generally, I like everyone and if I don’t, you’ll prolly know cause I won’t even bother to try to act as though I do. People are acting like hypocrites. Hate it. Yeah, Hate.
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